I would have to say that my greatest fault (not my only one) but my greatest one is that I love too deeply. If there is a possibility of loving people too much, then that would be me. I can’t help it; I have always been that way. And when my heart is open the feeling is intense and I feel like a thousand watt light bulb. Honestly, I really do like this trait about me. The only thing I don’t like about it is that the deeper I love, the harder I fall.
This brings me to my blog post from yesterday. In hindsight, although yes I do need to get focused on my tasks at hand, there was something more to it than that - an underlying motive. I realized that I was all of a sudden scared of getting hurt yet again, so I justified my refocus onto something that won’t. Interesting eh? I thought so.
Love, however, is the one thing my whole life I have consistently believed in. It is what I have always dreamed of, and it is what I live for. No matter how many times I get hurt, I pick myself back up and do it again. And I will continue to do so until I find what I am looking for…or he finds me. Either way, I will not give up. And when we do meet or if we have met and we finally recognize who we are to each other, I look forward to a lifetime of loving more than the oceans are deep, and endless as the skies above.
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